So I hadn't actually planned on using this blog at all - I really only created it because a friend has her blog set not to accept annonymous postings. However, I've had 2 friends die in the last week which has me very frustrated primarily because they were so young, one had a brain annurism a week ago, and when were at the memorial service Monday I found out another friend had cancer and wasn't expected to live out the month - which she didn't I got the call this afternoon telling me that she passed away today. It has me thinking hard about life. The one was only four years older then me and the other was either my age or a year older. Which means both of them were well under 45. I guess what it really means is that maybe I ought to be a little more proactive about making sure that my affairs are in order. I mean I know that the house goes to Cath, I know that I want to be cremated, I know that I don't want a minister/preacher or whatever to be within 100 ft of the people who come to see me off, and that I want whatever of the remains can be used taken and given to people who can use them - but I haven't updated my will in over 10 years - and at that time I had even less then I do now. Anyway that was really all I had to say.